KFA - Krishnamurti Foundation of America

I don't understand.

wilbro99 wrote:

I don't understand.

He meant lying, which is what politics are, in a nutshell.

the one appears clean, if the other appears dirtier. its like an optical illusion, in which comparement contribute to this illusion

FYI
http://newherosjourney.blogspot.it/2012 … image.html

Do not believe what I write, of course.

Kio

After, Europe and East Coast, I found myself doing a work at private equity firm.  A new challenge, new people, new environment... new life.

In buying and selling a company, do I find compassion?  Or is it like a power play of ego?

will see.

compassion....

hmmm

suzakico wrote:

Since my last post almost one yr ago, my divorce became final after two yrs of dialogue without much lawyer's involvement - celebration with campaign with my ex- wife at my new residence in Santa Monica few weeks ago - in fact she did pretty much everything from buying dishes, curtains, choice of sofa, etc., etc. for me (as I am not good at those things)  so it was perhaps to be remembered a very nice divorce - if there is such a thing.  Her lawyer said, there was no such divorce like ours in his 40 yrs of work in the field.  I did not use lawyer - I may have used aikido... :-)

At my work front, which is mergers and acquisitions work with NY firm, I am still flying around modestly to Japan and to Europe - away from my simple life for 10+ yrs doing surfing, diving and fishing....  Still an interesting job...  Just like in coming up with wisdom -  like connecting neurons in a special way, this is the same in M&A world - eg combining two companies or more.  There are issues related to compassion as opposed to numbers and finance.  But, I am not giving up... 

At my new relationship end, well.... to be continued and such is life.  Relationship is also like finding an unique connection where the energy moves in the meaningful manner  My health is good.. just turned 65 few weeks ago.  Today I played tennis with my 37 yr old friend who played tennis competitively at college.  In one word... Wonderful -- to be able to play for 3 hrs - at my old house (with my ex's permission  LOL) !!!  Now, I hope I go out to surfing tomorrow... after the move, settlement and work (back from Japan few days ago), etc. it is time to sit on the board and float on the wave... as our life may be felt in a similar manner.

Have a good day, good journey to all!

Kio

Welcome back Kio and surfing does sound delightful...enjoy!

I had two days of surfing at Malibu - bright sunny sky - bikinis on the beach, occasional nice waves - my old body is coping rather well.  Not bad.

Yesterday, I bought an used bike ($125).  Felt like a kid with new bike.  Now I can go swim at the YMCA and to the library - 7 min bike ride.  My new life is looking good - well - only to fall whenever I create unbalance.  So, watch out!  (I am talking to me)

I did some work as well.  Just one thing I noticed....  It appears that I tend to cause trouble wherever I go...  Here, included.  There are always guys who do not wish me to behave the way I do.  Well, what do I do?  ... I guess I am random (not following the logic) and question this and that.  Also, I do not seem to work hard like most people do.  I just .. well.. sit, being conscious of unconscious...one may say.

I thought at another time, I do not belong to anyplace, any organization.  I am unidentified  - and possibly, smiling quietly.  But I do suffer as others do... What a funny life.

but... I also wonder if there is "compassion" at the core.. I just wonder.

RJ wrote:

Stop wondering and reach into your core of nothing important whatsoever

then what?  :-)

What is wonderful about life is to sense the aliveness, and seeing my own growth into the unknown... and at the same time, feel appreciative, happy, and "free" 

Unidentifiable (call it eternal, absolute, etc), yes, but also identified (play of brain/mind/ego) - then because of that, which is to live the eternal paradox as human, we can experience life with wonder - Wow!

When I see that or me in that space, I am truly playful - childlikeness is at the core.
When I do not see that and get astray-ed..., I notice me hitting my head to the wall.
But because I know how hurting it may be, or why (how ridiculous to be hurting like that), there is that smile, compassion, and the way to be creative, playful - so the path can be found (or already there) - Wow!

When I see these in quick glance, or triggered by the words of wisdom (mainly Zen - intuitive expression in my case), I again feel grateful to be.  Sop true that because I get into illusion/delusion, there is that fresh breath of wonder/miracle!  Wow!

* Ha! I must be deluded  :-)

What do I do then?
Don't have to do anything!
Just be aware!

Kio

I met a woman - we communicated a little - and found me in love - or is this love?
Anyway... I felt a need to dump this sense-feeling somewhere - so here it is:

Falling in love and being there?!

After all of that and all the yrs in the past..
Zen, meditation, what not...

Feel like I fell in love again!
This time, I see me as if grabbed by the infinite

not as in the past - by an object, a person, a lady
yes, that is there - the indescribable attraction

but i see You are also tied to the unknown power of infinite
so....  it is in object of who you are as much IT is everywhere -

as we said: IT is in the space - timeless space - indescribable
and feel happy...

but are you superimposed in it??!!
as if the power is from the infinite - all there..

then there is this fear of - losing
the one I find may be lost???

or IT is everywhere in the space in that timeless dimension?
a paradox again!!!

so do not be fooled.... and be clear!
of what this is - you me and eternity, timeless, infinite

and finite..
in this space of indescribable

there is yearning and no yearning - perhaps?!
as it is?!

be there with smile!
yes! you me and all in one!

==

Is this anything to do with compassion?  What is that?
Words are so tricky...

let's stay quiet!

I'm curious, why the need to document this?